A young woman who wants to
be my art agent was disappointed when I told her that I didn’t want to sell my
best paintings – at any price. Unfortunately (for both of us) those were the
pieces her clients wanted to buy. I tried to explain that if I ever achieved
any recognition as an artist, it would be through those paintings and therefore
I was reluctant to part with them. The money, I have learned, quickly disappears
towards the oil bill or the groceries and I would have nothing first rate to
show should (by some miracle) somebody “important” turn up to look at my work.
The solution she came up
with for the both of us to make some easy cash was to have me knock out
paintings of saleable kitsch, artwork she could market through a large,
high-end catalog company she represented (OTC: Over The Couch stuff). I tried
to explain to her that while I could certainly do what she wanted, if I changed
my style, even for a short while, I would have a devil of a time getting back
into my own groove. I’ve been there; done that. Once you try to paint with a
market in mind – even if you like what you’re doing – you can never get your
own style back. Your work gets corrupted; once a hack, always a hack.

I soon discovered that all
the months I spent doing children’s book illustrations had given me an acute
case of “the cutes.” All the serious art I attempted to do afterward now looked
“cute” - like children’s book illustration. It literally took me over a year to
undo the damage, to get back to my own style and message. And so I learned a
bitter lesson: it looks easy to move from commercial work to fine art and back,
but it isn’t. In commercial art, everything you do is focused on client
approval; in fine art, you only have to please yourself. It’s a totally
different mindset.

So, the moral of the story
is that if you want to be an artist, you have to let the chips fall where they
may. If you’re lucky, the work you want to do coincides with the marketplace
and you can make a living with your art, If not, take the consequences and wait
on tables before you try to do something “that will sell.”
Renee's problem of not wanting to part with her best work, reminds me of a fictional character who appears in all of Daniel Silver's novels. Julian Isherwood, a London art dealer, is "art rich" and "cash poor",since he's reluctant to part with his best paintings.
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