A sculptor friend of mine was
fond of saying that “every artist has ten good years.” I would argue with her,
protest that this wasn’t so but her words scared me. What if she was right and
my “best years” were over (or, worse yet, never going to happen.) Since I was
teaching art history at the time, I set out to prove her mistaken. Instead, the
more I looked into her theory, the more she appeared to be correct. Why are
there only ten good years?
First, few artists emerge
from art school fully-formed. Most take at least ten years to find their own
personal language and develop the technique and skills they need to build their
reputation. Then there is the peak period, the time (the next ten years) in
which they do their best work, the art for which they become known. After that
there’s usually a period when they concentrate on buying property, marrying,
having children, paying psychiatrists, cultivating dealers and collectors,
living the “successful” artists’ life. This is the time in which artists tend
to repeat themselves, lose their creative edge: divorce, drink, fritter away
the talent that made them famous. And then, if they are lucky, there is a late
period, when all is calm, the storms of life have past and the artist is free
once more to concentrate on his or her work –
if he’s lucky.
Untitled Street Scene II Charcoal and oil stain on canvas, 72"x67" |
And so, I’ve been looking at the artwork I have stored in my attic. Are
my ten best years ahead of me, behind me, or am I now in the middle of them? Or
worse yet, am I never going to get there? I tend to think my “best” years were
spread out: a year here, two years there. Then a crisis would occur in my life
and I’d have to stop working. That’s why I’ll probably never “fulfill my
potential” (assuming I have one.) In order to be a great artist (or even a
consistently good one) you need to be able to set everything aside, ignore the
needs of those around you and just create. If you try to be a well-rounded
human being with a “life” you’re never going to get the unbroken time you need
to fulfill your potential.